{"id":4060,"date":"2025-06-07T22:58:54","date_gmt":"2025-06-07T22:58:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/myramidnight.com\/journal\/?p=4060"},"modified":"2025-06-07T22:58:54","modified_gmt":"2025-06-07T22:58:54","slug":"thessi-dagbok-tharf-ad-fara-aftur-i-umferd","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/myramidnight.com\/journal\/?p=4060","title":{"rendered":"\u00deessi dagb\u00f3k \u00fearf a\u00f0 fara aftur \u00ed umfer\u00f0"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u00dea\u00f0 er \u00e1r og \u00f6ld s\u00ed\u00f0an \u00e9g nota\u00f0i dagb\u00f3kina reglulega s\u00ed\u00f0ast...<\/p>\n<p>\u00c9g var alltaf mikilv\u00e6g fyrir mig, s\u00e9rstaklega \u00feegar \u00fea\u00f0 kemur a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 muna eftir hva\u00f0 hefur komi\u00f0 fyrir mig \u00ed gegnum \u00e1rin. \u00c9g \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 til a\u00f0 gleyma flestu neikv\u00e6\u00f0u og horfa bara \u00e1 hva\u00f0 er a\u00f0 gerast n\u00fana, ef \u00e9g er heppin \u00fe\u00e1 n\u00e6 \u00e9g kannski a\u00f0 horfa lengra \u00ed framt\u00ed\u00f0ina l\u00edka.<\/p>\n<p>Hef varla veri\u00f0 a\u00f0 gera margt anna\u00f0 \u00e1 netinu undan farin 6 \u00e1rin en a\u00f0 sj\u00e1 um discord server fyrir \u00edslenska furry samf\u00e9lagi\u00f0, me\u00f0fram n\u00e1minu og umfram. Og n\u00fana \u00fear sem \u00e9g lauk n\u00e1minu fyrir l\u00f6ngu vir\u00f0ist vera, \u00fe\u00e1 hef \u00e9g sta\u00f0i\u00f0 \u00ed sta\u00f0. \u00c9g hef varla teikna\u00f0 neitt nema \u00f6rstaka mynd anna\u00f0 slagi\u00f0. \u00c9g hef ekki gert neitt fyrir sj\u00e1lfan mig. Engin framf\u00f6r.<\/p>\n<p>Str\u00e1karnir m\u00ednir or\u00f0nir mj\u00f6g sj\u00e1lfst\u00e6\u00f0ir, geta fari\u00f0 \u00fat a\u00f0 leika \u00e1n eftirfylgdar og \u00feannig laga\u00f0. \u00deessi snjall\u00far me\u00f0 GPS og s\u00edma sambandi er svakaleg bylting \u00ed \u00fev\u00ed, au\u00f0veld samskipti, ma\u00f0ur er alltaf innan handar (ef \u00feeir eru \u00fe\u00e1 me\u00f0 \u00farin \u00e1 s\u00e9r).<\/p>\n<p>\u00c9g vil gjarnan komast aftur inn \u00ed l\u00edfi\u00f0. A\u00f0 teikna, a\u00f0 lifa, a\u00f0 gera hluti, ey\u00f0a t\u00edma me\u00f0 vinum...<\/p>\n<h3>Art Fight<\/h3>\n<p>\u00c9g skr\u00e1\u00f0i mig \u00ed svol\u00edti\u00f0 sem kallast <a href=\"https:\/\/artfight.net\/~MyraMidnight\">art fight<\/a> sem er hreinasta snild fyrir mig. \u00c9g hef alltaf haft gaman af \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 gera myndlista-skipti e\u00f0a einfaldlega gefa myndir, og \u00feetta <strong>art fight<\/strong> gengur alveg \u00fat \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0. Ma\u00f0ur gerir &quot;\u00e1r\u00e1s&quot; \u00e1 einhvern me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 velja pers\u00f3nu og teikna hana, enginn bardagi e\u00f0a neitt, og vi\u00f0komandi getur \u00e1kve\u00f0i\u00f0 a\u00f0 &quot;verja sig&quot; me\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 teikna eina af m\u00ednum pers\u00f3num. Hvernig stendur \u00e1 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 \u00e9g hafi ekki teki\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e1tt \u00ed \u00feessu fyrr en n\u00fa? Hef vita\u00f0 af \u00feessu \u00ed nokkur \u00e1r. \u00deetta er \u00e1rlegur vi\u00f0bur\u00f0ur sem gerist \u00ed J\u00fal\u00ed, og gott a\u00f0 undirb\u00faa sig \u00f6rl\u00edti\u00f0 fyrr til \u00feess a\u00f0 hafa uppl\u00fdsingar um pers\u00f3nurnar \u00fe\u00ednar tilb\u00fanar svo a\u00f0rir geti n\u00fa teikna\u00f0 \u00fe\u00e6r.<\/p>\n<p>\u00deetta f\u00e6r mig til a\u00f0 hugsa um \u00fe\u00e1 t\u00edma sem \u00e9g var alltaf a\u00f0 gera svona myndlistaskipti \u00e1 <strong>LiveJournal<\/strong>  (<em>exported<\/em> allar m\u00ednar f\u00e6rslur \u00fear fyrir l\u00f6ngu og hl\u00f3\u00f0 \u00feeim inn \u00e1 \u00feessu wordpress).<\/p>\n<h3>DeviantArt<\/h3>\n<p>\u00dea\u00f0 er svo einstaklega langt s\u00ed\u00f0an \u00e9g hef veri\u00f0 virk \u00ed myndlist, svo langt a\u00f0 \u00e9g t\u00f3k ekki eftir \u00fev\u00ed hva\u00f0 upp\u00e1halds myndagaller\u00ed s\u00ed\u00f0an m\u00edn hefur fari\u00f0 til fjandans. Var a\u00f0 taka eftir tilbo\u00f0i fyrir <strong>Core<\/strong> \u00e1skrift, og \u00fea\u00f0 virtist allt ganga \u00fat \u00e1 gr\u00f3\u00f0a og AI sk\u00f6pu\u00f0 list svo \u00fe\u00fa \u00feurfir ekki a\u00f0 sko\u00f0a myndlist annara listamanna.<\/p>\n<p>DeviantART vir\u00f0ist hafa gleymt tilgangi s\u00ednum, og vill bara b\u00faa til myndlist fyrir \u00feig me\u00f0 AI \u00ed sta\u00f0inn... algj\u00f6rt rugl. Jafnvel vef\u00f6ryggi er <em>premium<\/em> hj\u00e1 \u00feeim, two-factor-authentication er bara fyrir <strong>Core<\/strong> me\u00f0limi.<\/p>\n<p>Kominn t\u00edmi til a\u00f0 losa sig vi\u00f0 a\u00f0ganginn \u00fearna. Ekkert endist a\u00f0 eil\u00edfu. Er n\u00fa \u00feegar me\u00f0 einkagaller\u00ed \u00e1 s\u00ed\u00f0unni minni, \u00e6tti bara a\u00f0 f\u00ednp\u00fassa \u00fea\u00f0. E\u00f0a sko\u00f0a a\u00f0ra valkosti. \u00c9g h\u00e6tti a\u00f0 hafa \u00e1huga \u00e1 a\u00f0 uppf\u00e6ra <strong>furaffinity<\/strong> galler\u00edi\u00f0 mitt fyrir l\u00f6ngu af \u00fev\u00ed m\u00e9r fannst s\u00fa s\u00ed\u00f0a innihalda svo miki\u00f0 rugl. En \u00fea\u00f0 er margfalt betra en <strong>deviantART<\/strong> \u00feessa dagana, \u00fer\u00e1tt fyrir a\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 hefur ekkert einkaskilabo\u00f0akerfi (ekki eins og \u00e9g hafi nota\u00f0 \u00fea\u00f0 miki\u00f0 \u00e1 deviantART).<\/p>\n<h3>Vef\u00fer\u00f3un<\/h3>\n<p>Kominn t\u00edmi til a\u00f0 nota allt \u00feetta sem \u00e9g hef l\u00e6rt og kunni \u00e1\u00f0ur, a\u00f0 standa ekki lengur \u00ed sta\u00f0 og sty\u00f0jast vi\u00f0 gagnlausar afsakanir. <em>Imposter Syndrome<\/em> er alveg svakalegt, og \u00fea\u00f0 ver\u00f0ur ekkert sk\u00e1rra ef \u00e9g vi\u00f0held ekki \u00feessari kunn\u00e1ttu me\u00f0 einhverjum verkefnum. A\u00f0 uppf\u00e6ra galler\u00edi\u00f0 mitt h\u00e9rna \u00e1 s\u00ed\u00f0unni minni er gott verkefni til a\u00f0 byrja me\u00f0. Gera loksins flotta s\u00ed\u00f0u fyrir h\u00f3pinn sem \u00e9g ey\u00f0i t\u00edma me\u00f0.  <\/p>\n<p>\u00c9g kann ansi margt og er einstaklega flj\u00f3t a\u00f0 l\u00e6ra n\u00fdja hluti e\u00f0a rifja \u00fe\u00e1 upp. <\/p>\n<h3>N\u00fdjir T\u00edmar<\/h3>\n<p>\u00c9g \u00fearf a\u00f0 hugsa betur um sj\u00e1lfan mig, hva\u00f0 er gott fyrir mig \u00e1 b\u00e6\u00f0i l\u00edkamlega og hugr\u00e6nt. \u00c9g er strax a\u00f0 ver\u00f0a spennt vi\u00f0 tilhugsunina a\u00f0 fara stunda myndlist aftur. F\u00e9kk m\u00e9r \u00feetta flotta myndlistaforrit <strong>Corel Painter 2022<\/strong> fyrir sk\u00edt og kanil \u00e1 <strong>Humble Bundle<\/strong> fyrir tveimur \u00e1rum og \u00fearf virkilega a\u00f0 l\u00e6ra \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0. \u00deetta forrit hefur svo margt upp \u00e1 a\u00f0 bj\u00f3\u00f0a ef \u00fe\u00fa hefur \u00e1huga \u00e1 einhverju sem getur virkilega hermt eftir raunverulegri myndlistat\u00e6kni, eins og m\u00e1lingu. \u00dea\u00f0 hefur jafnvel raunverulega vatnsm\u00e1lingu (ef t\u00f6lvan \u00fe\u00edn er n\u00f3gu \u00f6flug til a\u00f0 vinna \u00far \u00fev\u00ed til a\u00f0 herma eftir hvernig alv\u00f6ru vatnsm\u00e1ling heg\u00f0ar s\u00e9r og \u00feornar).<\/p>\n<p>Svo vir\u00f0ist vera a\u00f0 <strong>Corel Painter<\/strong> kemur \u00e1 <strong>Humble Bundle<\/strong> \u00e1 hverju \u00e1ri, svo endilega hafa augun opin fyrir forrita p\u00f6kkunum \u00feeirra.<\/p>\n<p>T\u00edmi fyrir reglulegar dagb\u00f3kaf\u00e6rslur<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00dea\u00f0 er \u00e1r og \u00f6ld s\u00ed\u00f0an \u00e9g nota\u00f0i dagb\u00f3kina reglulega s\u00ed\u00f0ast&#8230; \u00c9g var alltaf mikilv\u00e6g fyrir mig, s\u00e9rstaklega \u00feegar \u00fea\u00f0 kemur a\u00f0 \u00fev\u00ed a\u00f0 muna eftir hva\u00f0 hefur komi\u00f0 fyrir mig \u00ed gegnum \u00e1rin. \u00c9g \u00e1 \u00fea\u00f0 til a\u00f0 gleyma flestu neikv\u00e6\u00f0u og horfa bara \u00e1 hva\u00f0 er a\u00f0 gerast n\u00fana, ef \u00e9g er heppin &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/myramidnight.com\/journal\/?p=4060\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">\u00deessi dagb\u00f3k \u00fearf a\u00f0 fara aftur \u00ed umfer\u00f0<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[181],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/myramidnight.com\/journal\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4060"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/myramidnight.com\/journal\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/myramidnight.com\/journal\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/myramidnight.com\/journal\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/myramidnight.com\/journal\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4060"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/myramidnight.com\/journal\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4060\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4061,"href":"https:\/\/myramidnight.com\/journal\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4060\/revisions\/4061"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/myramidnight.com\/journal\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4060"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/myramidnight.com\/journal\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4060"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/myramidnight.com\/journal\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4060"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}